眼睛處於失焦狀態

it's not I CAN NOT.
it's I WILL NOT.
but i don't know how many times can i say no...
i'm losing my mind..

now i really know there's only one line to cross from holiness to sin.


今天學到一個詞:眼睛處於失焦狀態.
這真是形容我現在的狀態
裡面的我處在另一個空間
心裡喊著不要, 卻阻止不了自己進入那個地方