太想更愛祂！

好久沒聼kh了，今晚神卻帶我聼了一個講道，完完全全是對著我這兩天的經歷來説話。

甚至還沒開始講道，在敬拜中的時候，我舉起手求神要賜下給我眼未曾見耳未曾聼也都想不到的工作，我剛說完就有個pastor在他的禱告中說出這一句，不過是用英文。

這位神....！

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NOTES

I AM--a God of beginning, present and future.
God's name reveals his nature, ability, intention!
Ex 6:2-3
# 神曉諭摩西說：我是耶和華。
# 我從前向亞伯拉罕、以撒、雅各顯現為全能的神(God Almighty)；至於我名耶和華(Jehovah)，他們未曾知道。

God Almighty: God of abundance, more than enough
Jehovah: redeemer

Jesus: restore men to the begining (Matt. 19:1-8)
Jesus the redeemer: take men back to the begining.

how did God reveal himself, his intention before there's anying to redeem?
神最初的旨意是如何?

創1:1 - God the creator
透過創造來reveal himself.

the purpose of being redeemed by Jesus is to..take us back to begining when we relate to God in his creativity.
we're saved bo be creative...(-_-|||)
we can experience God as the Creator and so catch his creative power.

五餅二魚：
give what you have to God! and when God the Creator blesses it, broke it, it would multiply, multiply and multiply!!!!

i can be and must be creative like God!
God has the ability to create, so there's no limit, no shortage!
in the mind set of limit, there's shortage, fear of lackage.
but God can create!

the more creative you are, the more creative you become.

no shortage, only more than enough.

what lacking is vision and dream, and creativity and courage and faith.

with all these you would be the head and not the tail, above and not beneath!

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kh最後的總結，也總結出神對我說的話：
Genesis 26 God is saying:
if you stay in my promises, if you stay in my words, all the blessing will come

upon you!(26:2-3)
i'll bless you so that you become a blessing and bless your community.(26:4)（聽到這句很感動，exactly就是這兩天的稿中一直在寫的話）
whatever you saw, it will grow. (but i still need to saw! and saw hard and sawcreatively!)(26:12) Jesus would not just give me grain, but teach me to saw.--he's not just a savior, but also take us back to God the creater.
and get the sequence right(26:25): worship-family-business/ministry


神啊，你要提升我。
因爲你的緣故我要be the head and not the tail, above and not beneath!


叫我的心如何不讚美祂！
讚美祂！稱頌祂！敬拜祂！愛慕祂！
不是去乞求憐憫，而是去宣告祂對我的拯救祂在我身上的得勝以及祂丰丰富富毫不吝惜的恩典能力和愛要充滿在我身上去彰顯祂自己！
祂是創造天地掌管世間萬事萬物大有能力用無缺乏的主宰在一切的處境無論如何困難荒蕪之地我都要去仰望祂知道my God is greater my God is over all！


當講道、禱告在敬拜之中結束的時候，我的心卻仍然興奮。
很享受這樣的禱告。
爲什麽經常都是要聼chc的講道才有？是風格的問題嗎？是聖靈的工作嗎？
很想留住那一刻。


今天在車站等車，一邊在想著對神的愛，是説不清楚又真實存在，是一種濃濃的情感在心裏面，讓我心中生出愛慕。
突然在猜想，如果有某种方法，能夠讓我的靈更徹底地貼近神的靈，會是如何的感受。
好吧..我承認我又想起某方法....
...這是我對該方法的理解...
不過我不求該方法，卻是求我的靈可更貼近神..


今晚和耶穌拍拖。
這真是最美好的事情。
其實之前積累了有很多blog想寫，卻還找不到時間。
但是有了時間，我又寧願是花在更好的事情上。
其實寫blog也挺好，但今晚神選了在這講道中跟我説話，聼我禱告，享受我的愛慕。


太想更愛祂！