“需要上帝”

今晚看了chc的講道。
那牧師的英文不太習慣，也有些詞聼不懂，只能大概猜到意思，所以整篇下來其實不太抓得到他的主題是什麽...好像是講奉獻，但是又mora than that.
總之他最後挑戰衆人做一個特別奉獻，大到足以guarantee我們需要神。
這是緣于他的一個point，說God will never give you a future that makes him unnecessary.
聽到這裡我覺得有點怪...大到多少才能guarantee呢？奉獻9成留下1成？？

出去刷牙的時候，突然想起來晚上老媽msn我，要我這個月多拿1k給dm。
我睜大眼睛半天沒能反應出一句話來..最後蹦出來說：還是下次吧，這次我沒有甘心樂意。
其實是因爲...再多給這1k我就真得走路上下班了...囧~
其實之前自己也想過要多拿一些給家裏，因爲也知道最近物價飛漲，家裏又在換一套房子（囧），要裝修什麽的也花錢...但是我一直沒有動..
其實心裏有比較，堂哥姐人工都是我的4、5倍，我好像有理由不用再多拿...
但是其實明白，別人如何都不重要，關鍵是我的心。

我嘟嘴，哪怕再拿出500，我都不夠生活...
可是心裏又有一個聲音說，你這是在懷疑天父的能力。
想起講道裏提到大衛說過：i would never give anything to the Lord that cost me nothing.
感覺好像是在挑戰我，有沒有勇氣，讓自己的生活“需要上帝”..

...如果是挑戰我去奉獻，我想我已經接受了，但是換成這個case，我心裏還是很遲疑......
我又在想，我就一份人工在這裡，天父怎麽再給我？難道讓我中六合彩？囧~
又或者讓我加人工？

......
想來...
想去...
於是hold住今天特意去提款的錢，明天...做了決定...再給吧...

哎，我對數字真差...


昨天知道了，剛剛這周日的earth收視創了新高。
或許也是提醒我，改，是對的，是必須的。
同時也提醒我，還是應該好好去跟著[他們]（我不該說他們...）的思路....

天父爸爸...you're my secret place....
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1. the most celebrated demon in all of hell is the one assigned to convince you that God wants you poor.

we follow God in big things but always miss the details. :P

evils don't care for things, they care for people. so does God!

learn to shut the mouth of the one assigned to convince you that God wants you poor!

2.prosperity is having more than enough provision to fulfill what God requires.

a person does what he believes.
don't believe in mouth. see what they do.

repentence: turn from what i think to what God thinks.

when you have wealth, prosperity, it's because God has your neiborghs, your friends in mind.

A SECRET: the law of the first
whatever you do first would determine what'd happen next.

david: i would never give anything to the Lord that cost me nothing.

3.God will never give you a future that makes him unnecessary.

the moment you trust more in what God gives you than in God, He will take it back.

the only cure for ingratitude is lost.

4. a life without a harvest if proof you have invested in the wrong people.
約沙法&亞哈謝 歷代志下21:35-37

5. giving to God what belongs to Him guarantees God giving to us what grace provides.